Could not have put it better Mike. Might have changed the cheese and biscuits for something more appetising though. Gave up on religion years ago while at sea. Found that standing watch of a balmy night on the pointy end gave me time reflect on it all and have not changed my views since. In fact those times have helped me through life no end as I developed the ability to see problems from many angles. It something that I think only those on deck that used to do watchkeeping on the bow would understand. Also developed hatred towards those bastards up on the bridge who would not stand us down from there in freezing weather.
That's the way the mop flops.
My thanks to Brian for this site.